Hey there! Hope your Monday morning is starting off right. We've got some incredible speakers lined up this week, including Chris S. talking about the Fifth Step in a whole new light and Pasha R. sharing her powerful story about hell vs. drinking history - plus don't miss our ICYMI spotlight on Peter M. that's already hit nearly 5,000 views!
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The Fifth Step Is Not a Confession - AA Speaker - Chris S. Chris S. - Winston-Salem, NC 1,026 views Step 5 - Admission Step 4 - Resentments & Inventory Honesty Chris thought his first Fifth Step meant reading someone every ugly thing he already knew about himself, until the Big Book showed him that inventory was supposed to reveal the pattern underneath it all. With blunt humor and no patience for overthinking, Chris makes the case that AA is not a debating society - it is a program of action.
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Do the Stitches and Leave the Patterns Up to God - AA Speaker - Tim H. Tim H. - Vancouver, BC 836 views Hitting Bottom Long-Term Sobriety Resentments Tim left Louisville as an all-state basketball player with a college scholarship, then returned four years later carrying a lie only his mother knew. In this three-part Vancouver men's retreat talk, Tim shares how alcohol derailed a Kentucky basketball player who once dreamed of college, law school, Congress, and the White House, until an AA meeting directory in his desk became the way out on April 12, 1990.
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Peter M. - Deerfield Beach, FL 381 views Peter's story moves from Brooklyn fear and family loss through repeated treatment centers to a Lower East Side hallway where willingness finally broke through. He shares how his father found him with compassion, how his first sober apartment held only a sleeping bag, a Big Book, and God above the door.
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The Big Book Never Made a 12-Step Call - AA Speaker - Don C. Don C. - Garfield Heights, OH 338 views Big Book Study Hitting Bottom Sponsorship Don walked into a Cleveland AA meeting shaking too hard to sign a raffle ticket, until a man from the back of the room signed it for him and said the two words he had never found anywhere else: "we understand." In this rough, funny, old-school AA talk, Don remembers the people who fed newcomers, paid utility bills, and sat up all night with suffering alcoholics, teaching him that AA is action.
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I Didn't Have a Long Drinking History, I Had a Long Hell History - AA Speaker - Pasha R. Pasha R. - Miami Beach, FL 297 views Sponsorship Step 3 - Surrender Big Book Study Pasha opens this talk scared in a bathroom, trying to calm herself down before stepping in front of the room, then reaches back to the child who hid in a closet and dreamed of Vermont as a place where God might be waiting. Through structure, sponsorship, the Big Book, and the slow work of becoming herself, she shares how AA gave her the key to the prison she had been living in.
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My Ego Wants Me Dead but Will Settle for Me Drunk - AA Speaker - Peter M. Peter M. - Minneapolis, MN 4,995 views this month Peter went through seven treatment centers, lived on the streets of Lower Manhattan, and cursed God with everything he had - then begged Him for help from the same hallway a few weeks later. He got sober in Minnesota in 1988 and built a life on continuous step work, prayer, and meditation that goes far deeper than just not drinking.
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Step of the Month: Step 5 Step 5 is where the rubber meets the road -- you stop hiding from yourself and another human being, and something shifts. It's not about confession or punishment; it's about seeing the pattern underneath all those Fourth Step wreckage columns and finally getting honest about who you really are. Chris S. cuts through the noise: "Chris thought his first Fifth Step meant reading someone every ugly thing he already knew about himself, until the Big Book showed him that inventory was supposed to reveal the pattern underneath it all." Frank M. treats the steps like they're meant to be used: "A recovered attorney with 30-plus years sober, Frank still writes a full Fourth Step inventory every single year and walks through it column by column -- resentments, ego, and the amends that follow." Related Episodes: |
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